It could be the music, could be the weather, could be the upcoming vacations… but watever it is, the sense of joy is SO profound that I feel like shouting out from the roof top. No…. I am not in love. Or maybe I am :) Its life I feel. If it makes you feel down the dumps, gives you the high no vodka or rum can!
p.s – I suggest you immediately go and hear these songs-
- purani jeans
- Kabhi aisa lagta hai
- Jaane kya dhoondta hai yeh mera dil
- O Sanam
- Dooba dooba rehta hun :)
There are just some days when you feel like you rule the world and then there are those days when you feel crushed under everything around you. There are moments you feel happy with what you have made out of your life so far, and then there are those days when you wonder if there is anything worthwhile that you have done with your existence here on this planet. There are days when you are hopeful about the future, and then there are also days when there seems to be no future at all. There will also be days when you wish you could go back and undo a lot of things and there are days you wish you could go back and do certain things. There are moments you feel you should take the plunge, do hell with your stupid self-made policies, and then there are moments when your self-esteem comes in the way. There are times you wish things would go the way you wanted them to go and then there have to be days when you are grateful you did not go the way you wanted them to go. There are definitely days when even 24 hours seem short and then there are days when a couple of hours feel like years. There are times when old memories make you smile and then there are times when they flood your eyes with tears. There are days when you meet new people and make new friends and then there are days when these people become so important that you neglect the old friends. There are times when the urge to grow and move forward is so strong that old promises are forgotten. Then there are also times when despite the new things you miss the familiarity of the old. There are phases where the right seem wrong and the wrong become right. And there are people you hated and now like. There are also people you liked but now hate and things you do that you had sworn you never will. There are expectations and benchmarks. There is determination and perseverance. There is this pulsating feeling of trying something new, there is the dread of failure lurking behind in the subconscious mind. There is a chance and then there is a lost chance. Then there is experience. There is also a mind that weaves unscrupulous webs of thoughts and there is also the heart that that tugs and pulls at the web and gives us a tough time. There are songs which put our feelings into words, and then there are our feelings which are so strong that they can’t be put into words. There are things we know we should say and there are those things which just can’t be said. There are things lost, there are things found. There are lessons learnt and there are lessons taught. Its like a continuous battlefield... its like a mind blowing journey full of adventure....its like you.... its like me....
Its like...LIFE.
