I HAVE LOST MY SANITY SOMEWHERE!!!

Life is like the sea-tide,
sometimes high and sometimes low.
Now my heart weeps, the next moment it soars.
Hey!! I can see the sun smiling.
Oh my God!!! Now where did it suddenly go??
I hunt here,
I hunt there
I knock on this door
I peep over there.
Have i lost my sanity somewhere???
The high tide seems to have washed it away
and along with it my fears, I must say.
No mind, no thought
No thought, no worry
No worry, no care;
No hope and no despair.
And this is because I have lost my sanity somewhere.
I couldn’t care less,
Life is lot better this way.
BUT WHAT IF I FIND IT AGAIN
AND IT HAUNTS ME AS BEFORE???
Then again my heart shall weep for a moment
and the next, it shall soar.
The hope, the despair,
the mind ,the thought
the worry and all the care……..
No!!No!! it’s not fair.
Iam better insane
Without a worry to heed,
Oblivious of the sun and the tide,
Being me and simply me!!!!!