Why does evrything in this world have a last time to it? Both good and bad thing in life, have to have a last time to them. You realize that what had been happening wont happen any longer. If it marks an end to certain miseries and the bad days of one’s life, then “the last” day is most welcome. But why do the happy moments also have a last time??
Yes…I may not be intelligible to anyone reading this, but today, I write this post in a very nostalgic mood. It feels very weird. I know that changes are a part of life and one must learn to graciously accept them and mould oneself according to what lies ahead. Yet, anything I think, fails to pacify me. Maybe it is because I am a Capri.(Yes, it very true that your sun sign speaks volumes about your behaviour and reaction toward situations. Sn, will u vouch for that please??) Read any Linda stuff and u’ll agree that capris do find it difficult to start their lives all over again, in a completely different environment, specially, if they are very happy with the way things had been shaping up.(no people.u are reading the right stuff. This is MY blog. Not sn’s. I have also got a lot into astro, u know:P)
I remember my last day in school. It was like a tradition and a fashion to cry on the last day of school. Everyone, including my teachers, thought that I would be one of the first ones to break into sobs. But they were terribly surprised to see my wishing everyone adieu with a BIG 100mega watt smile on my face. Infact, I had a few classmates even tell me that they never expected me to leave school that way. But the truth was that I was extremely happy to leave school coz I knew that future could definitely not be worse than the last 4 years of my school life.
But I cant say the same today.i think I have enjoyed every bit of the last two years of my life. I might have been living in a fantasy world all through, but I at least had the freedom to dream. I was able to express myself the way I wanted to. People knew me for what I was and how I did , rather than nurture preconceived notions about me.
But the good things in life always come to an end faster. They are always in a hurry to reach the finishing line. And today, I think I have reached that line. But I am not going to brood over what I am leaving behind. Rather, I am going to move ahead with all the good experiences (and a few of the not so pleasant ones as well) that I have had so that in future, I can always look back at these two years and know that it will bring a smile to my face:)
14 comments:
yea.. its some stupid equilibrium tht the nature tends 2 maintain.. besides.. its these testing times tht teach u the most n help u grow n mature.. so well... thy are imp tho we feel hurt by thm.. thy are really necessary for us n are responsible for makin who we are.. thy teach us n give direction 2 our life.. so yeah.. learn from life.. n try 2 remember each n every incidence.. be it good or bad.. its out there 2 teach u life! :)
hope i made sense :)
abbe suk, i think she's talking about her wunnnnerful college days coming to an end.. heehee.. :D
well.. i feel pretty.. numb.. to say the least! heehee
best of luck for last week prep!!! (and same to me)(i am SO good at taking luck.. heh!)
abbe suk, i think she's talking about her wunnnnerful college days coming to an end.. heehee.. :D
well.. i feel pretty.. numb.. to say the least! heehee
best of luck for last week prep!!! (and same to me)(i am SO good at taking luck.. heh!)
wrong monty! she's talkin bout ptpl comin to an end! it was apparently her last day..n i think mine too..
i kno lasha..wat ur goin thru..remember on thrusday me too was gettin all nostalgic bout ptpl n all... u kno..me was readin some copy in wich me n monty had written stuff..u kno..jus early july or sumthin.. gawd.. was misssinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn tuitions sooooooo muchhhh... u,monty,everythinnnnnn!!!!
but u kno... wat matters most is wat time u've spent ther..not da one wich wont come again.. (ok..now um in doubt whether um makin ne sense :P)
lovely blog!!!
lyf is was n vl b a journey thru which u vl hav to move on wid tym.
watevr starts must hav an end....n beauty of lyf is in its uncertainities after all i mean wud u look forward to tomorrow if you already knew wat was to come ? n abt this feeling tht all gud things cum to an end faster....here is billion dollar quote by none other than Einstein "Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute.thats relativity."...so try n live both the gud n bad part of lyf.newayz from ur blog it seems u hav the ryt mix of attitude to make it big in lyf....
pEaCe ouT!
oscar wilde says "they ruin romance by makin it last forevr"
oscar wilde says "they ruin romance by makin it last forevr"
@SUK- yeah. u r perfectly making sense. i sm tyms doubt that u r a leo:P seriously:D btw..ur right. there R testing tyms. but u know, the most difficult part bout all of it is the uncertainty. the fact that u have absolutely NO idea whats gonna happen, where u r gonna land, is like absolutely nerve wrecking.
@SNEHA- yeah. u r partially rite. collge days...yes.. but i think teja had hit the bulls eye:P
@TEJA: yes babes. like always, u have got me right. i mean, when u spend 3hrs each evening, for around 700 days (i.e. including all the extra classes and minusing the vacations), then u do tend to feel wierd wen u realize that u r not gonna step in that place again:)
@AAYUSH- yep. true. i guess thats the way lyf goes. dunno bout making it big in life, but i hope i am able to get what i want.
@RAGHU- first tell me where have u disappeared??? buried urslf under JEE bks??
im here only yaaaraa!
@RAGHU- WHERE??? i cant see u!!!:P
PTPL? *horrified*
damn. i should've guessed. :P :b
@sneha- what there to be horrified??:s
thts the fun of it.. life is fun cz its unpredictable! if u knew wat was gonna happn next.. how dull wud it be 2 live! hw will u learn thn! think bout it
@suk- true...true....i agree:D
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